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/9:07 PM

firstly. wanna say sorry to anna n esh. i din mean to snap at u all. but im very stressed up. so.. recently if u kindof said something wrong i'll juz flare up. dunno y oso. but it wasn't on purpose. really sorry. hating my life day by day. slept at 3am yesterday. b coz of de speech. EE debate PBL a lot of crap. i dun wanna juz talk n do nothing. but i hv far too much to even be able to handle. felt very guilty. im sorry i haven been doing my part for de claz. gen.seow. really thanx kies. if not for u. i dunno wad would hv happened. to all my claz com. u guys hv been a rel great help. i hv no need to worry at all. if u guys can continue liddat. mayb i would get a better chance of stepping down. i really dun wish to give up half way. but i really cant continue liddat. im sorry. was really in a dilema. couldn't decide. i spent 1 whole night thinking. i dunno how. if i change it. den de ppl who are not willing to will not be happy. some may be due to financial reasons. others may think its a waste. but i really wanna hv an xtra memory. but i dun wan to make this desicion on my own. dun really think its fair. i myslef wanna change. but for de sake of others.. i really dunno. den if i dun. on any occasions.. half will be wearing de old claz tee. half will wear home clothes. wads most important is crescentian day. wadeva. i dunno wad should i do. either way there's bound to be unhappiness. pros n cons. so wad should i do??? i really hv no idea. someone help me pls. super bz recently. collecting money n stuff. some juz forget den for a few days i gotta do de same thing. really tiring ya noe. heats r tmr. i cannot afford to let my hse down. i muz do well. i cannot fail. but yet i hv been slacking. way too much. i dunno wads gonna happen tmr. i can only keep my fingers crossed. pls. god. let me do well. thats my one n only hope. de one n only thing i enjoy.
i hate u all. i hate them. i hate it. all of u.

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